Unmotivated
What is it about being unmotivated? You know in your head that you’ve got it pretty good, that you should really be doing what you’re paid to do and you just can’t do it. You feel good, you feel fiine, you feel untouchable… but you know it can’t last forever. You fear getting caught but you still plug on not doing what you’re supposed to be doing. I’m supposed to be working now but I’m just in ‘that place’ of becalmed demotivation. I am becalmed on the sea of my working life, I am adrift of reality checkpoints, I am in the doldrums in the vast ocean of working opportunity. The doldrums are the fattened midriff of the globe where upon the earths energy just stalls at the equator, where it’s too hot to blow, too darned can’t be bothered to muster up a whisper of a breeze. Becalmed in the doldrums. Sounds much better than it is and I really should get back to work. Nice chatting. Check you later.
